December 2009
breath.
hey you! ever stop to think i love you? or do i just blend in the background? or are you just pretending to act normal? i told you already and i don’t want to keep repeating myself. i love you! can i stay by your side?
hm?
so far i haven’t moved. i thought i did, but after hearing you. everything is just back, i mean like yeah i know that you’re already taken. i know i should just move on, but why can’t i?
its cold, everything taste bitter and i can’t think straight. everything’s a blur. i haven’t been eating properly. all i hear are screams and laughers calling me back to where...
i did.
too lazy, too distracted, too this, too that. start already!
what are you waiting for? nothings going to happen if you don’t move.
yeah, yeah, yeah, i will, just wait.
wait for what?
for you to tell me that.
why?
i miss you.
i haven’t left.
but i did.
fish.
plenty of fishes in the sea, right? but its hard to choose which. other thing is that i’m no longer near the sea. i’m in the middle of the desert, gasping for water. funny eh?
